My Beloved

4 years of marriage has brought with it 4 moves, 3 churches, 7 jobs (many at the same time), lots of love, some disagreements, and it has brought us here...not sure why, not sure what is next...struggling with God's silence and yet as I watch Him...the man I married he is not the same, he …

The Tree Is Up

The tree is up, the presents are wrapped, the christmas programs are preparing for that special night and the stores are stocked full of stuff and christmas music is blaring from every imaginable point...there is excitement in our hearts as we prepared to suprise those we love with gifts and soon it will be here!

Moulding

God is taking my heart that has been broken and wounded and is beginning to mould it...I am beginning to see and desire and long for him again in spite of what I see around me and though I long to someday be part of something real and different, God will lead in time and …

Complete Adulthood

Popular culture and a well meaning community inundate those who are emerging into adulthood with particular beliefs...the necessary first belief: one must be married and thus after that has taken place the second belief is harped upon: one must have children. It almost creates a necessity to define oneself by the success of accomplishing these …

Hurt

As one dreams of marriage they dream of some many things but rarely does anyone dream of being hurt...the one you have allowed into your life as your closest and most intimate of allies can also be the one who can inflict the most damage upon you because of this...I wonder is anyone is ever …